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Can you look into those big beautiful blue eyes and tell her no?
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does she want to see my eyes black and have to deal with me when i explode. shes been through enough and dont need that. and i wont be able to control what happens if they do what i think they are going to do. im a calm person most of the time,, but when im hurt or mad, i feel nothing. except rage. and i dont want to put her through that
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She is writing you a letter right now
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jessi, darlin,, let me tell you, you dont know what im like. i would not let you deal with that. thats why i can say no. you have enough on your plate. you have to focus on getting better. tell me im wrong
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T... we are all here for you Dear....I would be there for you in a heartbeat all you have to do is just say so
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yall dont realize if i have a complete meltdown i will go through anyone and anything in my way to do what i want. be it hurt someone or get away and not let anyone stop me. no one can stop me if i get to that point. not even my mother. and shes one of very and i mean very few people who would stand up to me in that blind of a rage
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I hope you put your return address on her package
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its sitting beside me,, it didnt go monday,, and i havent been able to get to the post office while it was open,, thats something i have to do today before i pass out. but if you want it ill send it to ya.
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Of course she does
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She starts checking the mail at 10:30 and haunts the box til it comes
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im talking about my address,, if you want it i will send it to ya. im sending the bandana, thats no question, i just have to get to the post office and since i work screwed up hours, its hard to get to one while they are open.
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As we speak she is sitting on the floor writing to you
It would be a shame if she had no where to send it |
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check you mail
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Just call if you need to talk ok
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"T" I would come down there and teach ya how to deal with it, than help ya formulate a plan too win. No problem
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the courts here are completely against men. we are always in bad shape,, no matter how clean a life you have lived. shes gonna pull every little trick known to man. and most important the judge is a man hater.
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did ya move too Mich and I didn't know it
cause it works that way everywhere gotta learn too get the system no matter how bias it may seem to see the light. don't give me no excuses why you can't cause you can I did it so can you |
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just so jessi knows nicki,, its in the mail. it should be to you by around tuesday or so
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you just told her that
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huh? its got 3 stamps i found on it,, so that should be plenty.
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