If I said I was homeless or scruffy, would you still have me?

If I said I felt big, fat or ugly, would you still want me?

If I said, when I look at my body, it feels beastly, would you place yours beside it to beautify it?

If I'm lusting for you in secret and ashamed to be seen with you in public because I'm cowardly, could you brave me?

If I said I hated myself, could you still love me?

If I said I were a loner, could you keep company with me?

You might be asking, who is that? So am I!

here is something to think on ...
I have a friend who is a bit overweight ... always liked him ... never thought about romance with him ... but he was getting ready to go out of town and I saw his boat for the longest time before he left ... well I had this dream we where on the water in his boat having the best time in a long time and I was in love with him no not his boat him ...we where really close and I even felt the love coming from him ... so know matter how large our bodies get we can still fall in love with someone heavyset ... and he is still my friend ... and that was just a dream ...