I compose songs and own a recording studio. Here's a song I wrote when my second marriage was ending in separation.
I still miss her but moving forward with my life.

Deep issues left with scar tissue.
****ed up over the fact that I still miss you.
So I'm simply our here just to dull the pain.
The loss of you would drive a normal man insane.
But me, I will maintain,simply changed my mind frame.
Not taken as a loss, in many ways it's a gain.
Lesson learned
All of your pictures burned.
Leave the past in the past its the futures turn.
You see memories don't fade so easy
Got me looking in the mirror Bruno mars and weezy
Tearing myself apart piece by piece slowly
But I can't put all of the blame on just me.
It was too much outside interference.
I guess my message wasn't heard the clearest.
I needed you to be the person that's the nearest.
Give me all of you in exchange for all of me
I guess all of you wasn't only for me to see...

I'm out here drinking just to dull the pain
I'm out here smoking just to do the same
Thoughts of you are still heavy on the brain
Somehow I gotta maintain, accept the change.

Very nice