I typically appear laid back. People have asked me how I can be so calm when meetings getting hostile and go south at work. I am nervous inside but it doesn't show. I prefer to listen and speak when something needs to be said. I wish more did that. I'm so tired of listen to what movies people recently viewed instead of the business plans that need to be discussed. Some have mistakenly taken me for an easy target that will not respond appropriately. Those who are aware of me know that I will dress people down verbally when necessary in a very polite manor that leaves them cowering in their seat. I have to admit it works really well. They shut the hell up.

However, when it is time to joke a round, I can be a bit of a jack azz. Sometimes I push too much or go to far. I regret some one the pranks I have pulled on people over the years. But, for the most part I have really enjoyed them.

One woman in the office decided to continue to come to work when she was sick. She was constantly sneezing. It was quite irritating. So, I went extra early to work on a Monday and completely filled her cubical with Kleenex. I shot out the tissues like making dollars rain in the gentleman's club. I couldn't stop laughing. I ended up wasting about 14 boxes. She finally got the message and we all got a good laugh out of it.

I am frequently told I am tooooooo much

But If life is about self actualisation , love of self And being the best i can be ...,The fastest way to build my self esteem is to stop needing approval ... Soooo that said .. If people think i am too much For them .... i give myself a pep talk and say blondey .. It is not a reflection of you but of them ..

But then the insecurity creeps in and i doubt myself ... I suppose i could wear a gag and slide a paper bag over my face .. Still too much ?????? Okay must be my body ... perhaps if i cover my bodacious curves in a shapeless sack ... Sure I could do that .. Smiling .. But I would no longer be me .. Lmao

Now can I take off this sack .. It is really irritating my skin and I think I have lock jaw

My natural Melmacian awesomeness is too much for you Humans, which is why I disguise myself as a Human whenever I am among you.

I'm usually quiet but some people say I'm intense. Probably because I look them directly in the eye and pause before I speak.

This is brilliant Pegs!


That's not an admission!

I know I am too much at times for myself..
That is when I take a time out and get myself back in sync.

I also believe at times we all can be too much..
Too much energy
Too much personality.
Too much woe is me...

etc...