today I started off like I was drinking the night before/
everyone asked for one more/
biscuit, get this quick, I ain't even score/
I should've been tore up the night before/
Why the **** im snifflin my nose? got sick and threw up on the floor/
I'm sore, and I'm not sure who this is for/
Bored, and your six year old acting *** got me doing things that I'm not here for/
Now I haven't ate, and my stomach is tore/
I think not, but I'm drinking coffee until I build snot/
I'm taking ***** like my stomachs rotten/
What have YOU gotten me into, I'm mad enough to sue/
You try to make me think about you, and I cannot even have you/
You won't let me believe in what I'm here to do/
I cannot even do everything you'd believe that I'd do/
And by the time I get paid, everything becomes due/
WHAT DO I DO?

I suggest counseling to sort this out its to convoluted as its reads to me to make sense of the jargon which seems vague and unclear rather than insightful and comprehensible to a reader

Nice piece for its genre ...my unknown friend is pretty good at this too...this place a wonderful group of variety..a splash of everything and an amazing ability to agree to disagree..welcome

I appreciate that you did get it. That's my day to day. At least until something changes in my professional life and I begin to build success for my own self.