Life has always its ups and downs. We all go through hardships in life. But Raou, at your age......you are still young and wanting a wife, with 2 kids and a small house is too early to dream about it now. You still have a lot of opportunities ahead of you. Enjoy life first and prepare for the future. Do you think you are ready to settle down now? Do you think it would be easy to raise a family? Do you have a stable job? Are you financially,emotionally and spiritually stable now? Having a family would be a big responsibility. It's okay to dream about it, but when you really want it so much, then you have to be ready to work on it. Focus on the good things in life for now, be patient to wait for the right time while building yourself and your dreams to become realized. Good luck and may you find the right girl to build your dreams with.

good advise sister!