I've been in a relationship for quite a long bit of time; four years, and she left me recently, after I've truly loved her.

Of an Agonized Lover

You broke my heart and left me there to moan and cry.
You said: it wouldn’t have worked out between us, and must I, get used to it.
I found a crooked seat to carry me, and laid there in denial to agonize and sigh.
Painful hardships made you grieve and say that from any relationships you’ve abstained and quit.
Yet surprisingly, you claimed finding new love, and of a valiant steed ready to tie the knot!
Deceived and manipulated me, you did, to gladly assure my departure with no return.
O! What has changed the sincerely truthful woman I loved, whom I trusted and always sought?
I’ve been horribly scarred in betrayal, and mercilessly left to crash and burn.
But no! Leave you, I won’t. I will anxiously strive to succeed and build myself to become
The man that you’ve never seen before, in front of you, boldly and uprightly standing;
Only to see the tears of pain and regret in those eyes that have made you sore and numb.
I’m willing to forgive and forget, only if back into my arms, your old self can promise returning.
Love is a complicated game that requires wit and patience;
And in this lifetime, unscarred lovers have no existence.

Sherif Mohamed 2016