you let me down/you left me cold
I want this heart back in control
I know my place/I want you gone
I need to be right where i belong

My eyes they stare/ so cold and grey
my words are weapons/i'm disarmed today
Can't hear you speak/I can't hear you say
I can't be your lover/when you want a slave



And i feel its getting closer,
sometimes i feel it's too late
how can i resolve this out now
when all i've learned from you is learned to hate



I want my dreams and my hopes restored
I want to know freedom just a little more
you're pissed and drunk/you're weak and irate
I've given you back more than you can take
Crusade on your disapproval/i don't care this time
Bitch you're on the path where blind lead the blind

JT, its ok... its gonna take a while to heal... but it'll be ok

I used to hate// anyone who luked like you
Even tho I knew, it wasnt
Just the simple fact that you crushed me
You tuk away a part of me// I didnt want to give to begin
But I opened up, and way too fast// just to have you snatch
What I was willing to offer, in due time
If you just gave me time. // Instead I gave you time
To know me, and the more you knew, the weaker I became
But I let you go// adn all that came with you just to I cud grow
How dare you! You bastard! I hate your kind, I want you dead!
But know, thats the eveil in you, that stayed in me, so I bled
I bled all that I had in me// All that you left in me
I bled until you were dead in me// I wont bury you, the devil
will take you back where you belong
But I'm ok now, I forgive. I live, yes: I live

Hey thank you/but i'm not the character in this poem
I did like your reply/it's quite powerful JT

oh ok... well... guess whoever its for, hope i helped. your poem brought
back a memory in me, kinda sparked something i've ben wanting to say for
a while

once again jt powerful rhyme..WILL