Well I needed to paint a pretty enough picture for peoples input and ideas but if that classes me as immature then so be it. I do like how people are commenting on my typing finger but when you've spent 4 years at college writing several thousand word essays and leaving it to the last day to do the last 50% you couldn't be bothered to do then you needed to be good at filling in the pages with content. I could type for ever more but I'm guessing people are finding it laboring to read lol. Besides whats this OP I keep seeing?

I meet a person online in the past. It wasn't on Mingle or Facebook. Why in the world did I take a chance on myspace? What was I thinking I had to a be out of my mind to a even attempt it? Well I guess I was lonely. I was up front about him on things. I invite him to a my house because I want some company beside my grandmother drinking and yelling at me. I want someone to talk at the time. I want to a do what other people. I realize I wasn't perfect but I want a normal life that everybody else had. I am not bad per say. But what he did not tell me when I talk to a him over the phone or when we were alone together that he was already married. He should have told me instead of just leading me on. He told me he had done drug with me and now I am cautions on who I meet online. If you want to a really meet with me I will not meet at house but in a public place. At some point I am thinking are there any guys liked me who have do not have criminal record or do anything stupid. I mean come on it so simple not do anything stupid one simple do not it. And well he seem rather sweet he come over and well yeah I was kiss by the guy he was pretty good at kissing then boy I went to a school but he would have had me if he had not done stupid things. Most of the boys I went to a school with were pretty stupid it is why I did not even bother looking within my school for a companion and well that is.

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