mom just handed me her credit card and said honey, i thought you were goin shoppin??


when you know it's bad

and you just might want to think about ending hope

and join the rest of the masses

in sheer debauchery at the chanel makeup counter

should i get my hair done too? should i say no and wait til i lose those 10lbs.

i miss my daughter

i miss my love

miss my life

but i suppose this is good too

soft brown eyebrow pencil avec le brush and sharpening tool

what else is good? t-shirts at the gap, i now like their thongs too.

Shop till the blues go away...

Now that you know ur depressed. What are you gonna do about it besides shop. There is a lot of help out there. You don't have to live like that.

There is a man named mr. daniels. He comes in a bottle. He helped me through alot.

im so sad i realize its pointless to cut myself :(,
the music i listen to most is leonard cohen and counting crows but the song that really makes me sad is the beatles "all you need is love",
i get really irritated whenever i see a couple kissing in public,
whenever a solicitor calls on my phone i try to keep them on so i can talk to them,
whenever one of those radio commercials with a psychologist telling me they can help i just yell at the radio "shut up! u dont understand!"
whenever ive got nothing to do i just sleep or eat
I'm not kidding with any of this stuff

i mkae typos and dont even bother to correct them

everyday i have the blues. who shouldn't in this day and age

it's not a diagnosis, rather an attitude

if i enjoy this shopping excursion, i think the professionals will agree that it's not a clinical case but they will surely offer me their rx pad anyway.

and when has chanel ever let a girl down before?

the hangover is not nearly as rough as smokin crack

i can cry in a chair at home, or til mascara down my cheeks on the subway, in a meeting hall, in my car, right here...

always alone. we carry it.

thanks for your support guys and kind words

it's a process

lizard king, sounds like you need a hug and loving support. you got a crappy family or what? friends??

sorry it's so rough

or perhaps it will just be your means

we're not all born to be happy apparently, but you can still be free

eventually

I doubt shopping would cure depression but I know I always feel better after buying some new power tools!
The answers aren't in a bottle of whiskey or at the end of a pipe. Suicide and self mutilation aren't all that attractive. Meds aren't a permanent solution to what the root problem are either.
Your answers are inside of you as they are with all of us. It may take some digging and possibly the help of others but you'll find them.
Have a wonderful day!

i agree kid

i'm only coping with my symptom

and i must say, i feel cuter after shopping at least

must have a winner!

Jim, Jack, & Jose The 3 Wise Men Theyll help ya.

this could get expensive. and i don't think i like cigarettes and will i tax the quote healthcare system with my subsequent ailments or should i just charge it to my estate

visa

or should i've stuck with the mob

the rabid dog

I'm sleeping 18 hrs a day. easier to dream than be. 40 mgs of Prozac ain't getting it. I have a prescription for another antidepressant, but, I think it caused my heart attack on March 1st. Maybe I should take it. Might not wake up here. That would be good. Too lonely. Nobody cares. I'm on 4 dating sites and nobody answers my e-mails. Maybe I'm not here anyways. Back to bed. Sometimes dreams are better than being. It soooooooooo hurts to be awake and know no one gives a damn. where are you god? are you god? who is? I don't wanna be.

Donnar everyone matters.reach out ,there is help.Prozac is heavy duty ****.I give a damn..my mom had a heartattack in jan and i jnow its a long hard road but now maybe you can make a list of things you always wanted to do,and do them.
Please go to the depression support thread under misc.There a caring people there ready to help.:)