Even before I open my mind to approach a lady that moves me, I loose myself ...so I just move along feeling like a idiot loosen all hope that my bit of courage will evolve into my new found confidence, yet here I am doubting every word I wrote.

Well man the first step in here is to fill out your profile....
add pics...tell your story and put it out there.....
list the qualities you are searching for in a woman....
then start searching.....here's a good tip....
pick out 20 say girls that interest you and view there profiles....
and then wait...see which ones check you out in return.....
those ones that do warrant a introductory email from you introducing yourself.....
if that doesn't work do it again.....your perseverance will pay off....good luck man.....

Suggest a counselor to help you learn better social skills and how to better manage your fears.. hope you face them or likely face a life of isolation and dejection...

Social anxiety disorder is a real issue....There are excellent medications available to correct this and superb counseling techniques to help you learn, or relearn, appropriate social networking skills ..Start with you MD, let him or her guide you....Good luck!

Suggest a dictionary for spelling errors...

But your profile says absolutely nothing... nothing at all? While you may have a valid social issue in the sense of approaching a woman, you proved by your above message that you have no such issue when it comes to writing a message

So why absolutely noting in your profile?.. Why would any woman reply to that. to say what..."nice Font"

fill out your profile.. start by helping yourself