_ 19 year old student all his thoughts was about Academic Achievement and making new friends in his faculty , making friends achieved from my first day , but something else i dont think in or never expect after the last one i had until my summer holiday (now) .......

_ 4 Colleagues appear their interests of me , smiles , joking , help me in my study and until one of them send me her phone number on my desk in a paper but without the name of her in that time i thought that it was useless paper was put wrong on my desk
then throw it in the bin on sight of her , but the time of reality discovered when i saw them in the final exams some of them said hi without hands and another were as they were try to escape when they saw me in a direct way , as they were trying to disappear their feelings and Frustrations , in that time i started to discover that i was as an Unconscious person with no feelings , said to my self what can i do now if i was a reason of Misery of someone , can i apologize for them , no that mean more wrong and how could i have more than one to connect to her .

_ after my holiday started my heart begin to blame me as it was asking me ( what did you do ! , when will you stop ? ), i think love is a ready of myself not situations which make it , in that time i decided to start searching for a new g.f not to wait for my predestined , until i find this site mingle2 and become one of Maker moment of love , i know it is not easy but maybe it worth that

if someone here have a similar situation put it on the table lol

I don't think I understand half of it but welcome to mingle

I see a blanket statement of sorts with no room to interject a comment.. Welcome to Mingle..

maybe ideas are Unordered .... anyway thank for dreamerana and StormMessages