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Topic: .....Journey's New Path.....Drinks Are Free...... - part 3
no1phD Joined Tue 01/07/14 Posts: 27442	Mon 09/08/14 08:54 PM
.. wow there are way too many good looking men in here.. . I'm beginning to feel self conscious.. ... like oh my god who can compete with these guys... pretty boys.. ... I'm going back to bed and eating a gallon of ice cream now..lmfao.. Hi.u..

bashajones Joined Fri 08/08/14 Posts: 7943	Mon 09/08/14 08:55 PM
Hi BNJ...How's the love life going?....

BrandNewJourney Joined Tue 02/25/14 Posts: 6055	Tue 09/09/14 07:10 PM
Good Evening Everyone Here you go Sparks, a little something to sooth the soul

BrandNewJourney Joined Tue 02/25/14 Posts: 6055	Tue 09/09/14 07:22 PM


BrandNewJourney Joined Tue 02/25/14 Posts: 6055	Tue 09/16/14 07:50 PM
You know, yes I am feeling stupid. What was I thinking? I laid myself out there a second time to him again. I believed those lies once more...OMG Someone slap me now please... You can all tell me I told you so. I deserve that much I know for sure. I am all for giving someone a second chance, really I am. I believe that circumstances can cause a person to do stupid things. Things they normally wouldn't do. I let my feelings get in the way and allowed him back into my heart and life. I should have known better, I was warned by a real friend, myself. I should have listened to ME, I really should have. I am over it now. I see YOU now! I see ME now and WOW you lost the chance at something AMAZING, something you will never see again, I am a one in a million. I don't tell lies and soon others will see through all of yours. Not my problem they have been warned, just like before, they didn't hear me then nor do they now. They will...oh yes...they will see you as I do one day and then it will be too late to apologize to me for calling me the liar!

BrandNewJourney Joined Tue 02/25/14 Posts: 6055	Tue 09/16/14 07:52 PM


Bentkat51 Joined Tue 05/13/14 Posts: 4407	Tue 09/16/14 08:17 PM
Too true...sometimes its so easy to get sucked in. Sorry....

BrandNewJourney Joined Tue 02/25/14 Posts: 6055	Tue 09/16/14 08:28 PM
It is when you really want to believe them. When you give them the benefit of a doubt. Should have listened to myself and I didn't. Shouldn't have believed the repeated lies. It's all good. I am fine How are you (((Kat)))

bashajones Joined Fri 08/08/14 Posts: 7943	Tue 09/16/14 09:26 PM
...Hi, beautiful lady...

BrandNewJourney Joined Tue 02/25/14 Posts: 6055	Tue 09/16/14 09:33 PM
((((Basha)))) Hello beautiful

Bentkat51 Joined Tue 05/13/14 Posts: 4407	Tue 09/16/14 09:37 PM
Im hanging in there...found out yesterday the guy ive been chatting with for 4.5 YEARS....isnt his real name. Talk about feeling betrayed...stupid....we never met since hes in nyc.

BrandNewJourney Joined Tue 02/25/14 Posts: 6055	Tue 09/16/14 09:43 PM Edited by BrandNewJourney on Tue 09/16/14 09:46 PM
Well I have met this one many times. Spent several weekends with him actually, just recently even. I should have seen it. Shouldn't have listened to words he told me while we were together. I am blaming myself because I should have known better. Pushed me away after I gave him a wakeup call Last Tuesday so he would be up on time. Feeling used again but it's my fault this time. Never again. It happens to the best of us (((kat))) We want so much to believe they mean the words they say don't we? We want to believe when they tell us they want to spend every night holding you... Gonna take a lot of proof for the one that really means it I am afraid.

Bentkat51 Joined Tue 05/13/14 Posts: 4407	Tue 09/16/14 09:50 PM
Yeah....its hard not to judge the next ones when trust has been shattered. I had enuf trust issues thx to my ex. Now this. And more but im just disgusted right now.

BrandNewJourney Joined Tue 02/25/14 Posts: 6055	Tue 09/16/14 09:55 PM
I think disgusted is the perfect word for it. So I guess the good guys who are actually wanting someone in their life have to work harder. What a shame really. I will do my best to treat them with an open mind but they have to know about the damage done by others. Then when we act out of the ordinary they will understand.

Bentkat51 Joined Tue 05/13/14 Posts: 4407	Tue 09/16/14 09:59 PM
Well...by our age i think we all are damaged or carry baggage...hopefully we are smarter but its ez to fall back into bad habits....

BrandNewJourney Joined Tue 02/25/14 Posts: 6055	Tue 09/16/14 10:00 PM
What gets me is he wanted me to understand. He never took into consideration how I was feeling. That should have been a sign.

BrandNewJourney Joined Tue 02/25/14 Posts: 6055	Tue 09/16/14 10:02 PM
Well...by our age i think we all are damaged or carry baggage...hopefully we are smarter but its ez to fall back into bad habits.... So true. I think that I should rethink second chances though. I doubt anyone will ever get a second chance from me ever again. I always want to believe the best in people. I guess one of my own flaws.

Bentkat51 Joined Tue 05/13/14 Posts: 4407	Tue 09/16/14 10:07 PM
I always want to believe the best in people. I do too but guess i will keep my distance

BrandNewJourney Joined Tue 02/25/14 Posts: 6055	Tue 09/16/14 10:10 PM Edited by BrandNewJourney on Tue 09/16/14 10:48 PM
Yep gonna take a lot for me now too. My wall has been reinforced again. This time I used steel instead of bricks though. I am gonna need proof If I am ignored again I am done Don't think about my feelings and only yours, I am done If I call either answer or return my call So done with someone willing to playI want you while you are Iin their arms and I am nobody when I am not.

BrandNewJourney Joined Tue 02/25/14 Posts: 6055	Wed 09/17/14 06:44 AM
Good Morning It's a beautiful day today. The fog has finally lifted and the sun is shining. Getting plans around for an earlier than planned trip west for good this time. Supposed to have a record winter this year out there. So I better get hopping out that way before all the roads end up closed..