I know your wondering how i'm doing if everything's going to be ok?

I look down from heaven I see the tears when you think of me roll down your face,I feel your heart beat as if you was holding me against you .I listen to the words of family when you say my name as if I was there.

I know times are hard now and this life for me is better but you know in my heart I miss you and wish i was on earth to hold you and kiss away the pain.I remember the times where we're so inlove well to tell you the truth if your listening out there I still love you just close your eyes you can always see my face.

Seeing your smile when I look down from heaven I know you miss me like crazy those funny times out on the tonight the late night moments just you and I cudding on the couch. Don't forget the burnt pizza you told me it was ok you would eat it anyways it both made us sick lol. I hear momma calling out my name in the middle of the night in tears wishing I was home and my beautiful baby sister tells her gf's what a great brother i was man I miss her we fight like cat and dogs but we love like no other brother and sister could .

Dear momma I miss you like crazy I know you hear me when I talk cause your tears fall down your face when you hear my name from someone else I want you to know I love you and always will and tell my sisters and friends that they are always loved by me . I'm doing great up here I've get to see everyone I miss and love more than anything but I miss you and love everything about the girl I had to leave behind .I know god has a purpose for me so I had to take time away and write her and to tell you I love you