I kept trying too hard
I kept misreading the sings
I kept pushing your buttons
I kept ignoring the times.

You were sweet and try to help
But I was stubborn and didnt care
You tried to make it work
and I tried too hard to make you fall.

I wanted you to feel
Everything that was boiling within me
But I kept trying too hard
and things continue to go bad.

Those beautiful brown eyes
That awesome smile
Your constant brilliant mind
The wittiness and passion of your life
I wanted it all and I wanted now
So, I kept trying way too hard.

I went against your boundaries
For a reason I thought was love
Without stopping to think
Love cannot be forced.

I miss your words late at night
I miss you when I come online
I miss your beautiful smile
I miss your: "Let's have fun in life"
and basically everything you are.

I know the chance is gone
I know our story is over
I understand the reason why you're gone
I even understand what you told me all along.

I'm still trying too hard
But this time is to forget you
I wish I could have another chance
Yet I know, I have no right to ask.

So, here I am thinking about you
Trying to think what you would say
If you knew what I have to face
You'll probably say relax and have fun
Do things as others won't be hurt.

Here I find myself in the middle of the night
Still trying too hard not to think about your smile
You're still on my my mind day and night
Now I understand it is okay to go slow and let life unfold
But the price I paid was way too much.

Bold and cool..

Very brave heart ...Well done...