Coming forth once again
Slinking ever closer
As the time melts away
Like a dark cloud
Death looms overhead
Just waiting for the right moment
To swoop down and grab
Yet another person I hold dear
My heart pounding
Too loudly to think
The room begins to spin
Nothing makes since
Lying in the darkness
I refuse to sleep
With tomarrow may come the end
For someone more like a brother
Than my own
Panic constricts my throat
Not even tiny sobs will escape
As tears cascade down my face
In long endless streams
I clasp shaky hands together
Close my eyes
In a raspy whisper
I pray
Lord please
Haven't you taken enough from me?
I would gladly give you my own soul
If you would just let him be
Month after month
He has given me hope
Chasing away every fear
No matter how long it takes
Lord I know we don't speak often
Pain has taken over
And darkness has settled over
The place your love used to shine
I beg of you
Please let him stay
Show me the end is nowhere near
Oh Lord if your listening
Please
Just let him stay here
Loss has already scarred this heart
But his would be too much
He has been my best friend
My saving grace
If he must go then take me too
Because his friendship is one
That can never be replaced
I know you can hear
This panicked prayer of mine
If you indeed answer my prayer
It will be the very last time
He is my most cherished blessing
If I am faced with goodbye
Just once more
I'm going to just sit here
Waiting for my time
Because I will no longer be willing to try

Shadow!!!
Babygirl just step out into the sunshine for awhile!!

LOVE, is NEVER ENDING...

thats hard as hell when all around me my friends are either dead or trying to get that way

EVEN IN DEATH, "THEY" are only missing from our EYES not our HEARTS..LOVE is TRULLY "NEVER" ending.....
ALL we can be or do is to show THEM, YOU are always THERE for "THEM"......

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