A little tired, but eellogofusciouhipoppokunurious overall.

Muscle pain makes me want to sleep

Kinda grrrr right now. Im hitting my head on the wall. What do u do when somebody tells you almost daily how i irritate them. I feel like i cant do anything right. I am who i am. I wish they could be happy with me most of the time is all cause me being me, i do things wrong also. Lol. No angel here!!!! Any opinions out there?

A suggestion michele. . Stop doing anything for them n ask them to do all the stuff them self. ..

If it's a boyfriend, boot his behind to the streets.

If it's his place, when he goes to work, if he works, pack everything up and have a big yard sale.

Leave him a couple bucks on the living room floor.

Lol. No not a boyfriend but someone very important to me. Just sucks cause i just wanna enjoy and laugh and connect. I turn off when it happens. I dont wanna walk away but i feel torn down. Thanks for laufh. Lol

I have no clue to what the deal is.

But, is it worth all the drama and degradation?

i thought so. I dont know anymore. I cant make someone like ME. I can change bad behaviors but i like who i am so i wont change me. Walking away seems to be the only answer. I cant get it thru to them that this happens and im pulling away because of it. That tells me im not important enough that they want to change that and just be happy around me! Thanks so much for the outlet. Even though i dont know you...thankyou for caring! You are good people.

We have similar shared experiences.
I stayed in that type of scenario for 6 years.
The occasional good sex is what kept us getting back together.

The only way I got off work the rollercoaster was to leave the state.

Up late fretting over this or you a natural night owl?

PS
You care to share more, send me an email.
I can't fix it or kiss it and make it better.
I can be a confidential ear.
I'm going to bed.

If you're fretting, try to relax and get good rest.

Night, lady.

Thanks for the ear and goodnight!

I'm here if ya need to talk................

Michele, life is way too short to allow negative people stay in your life. IMO, people should have those in ones' life that will emotionally support, uplift, etc.

It took time but I said goodbye to those that brought me down on a continual basis. Stepping back, I could see how they were projecting their misery unto me because at one time I would play the 'poor me, whats wrong with me' role. (Some would call it victim?) No more. I feel much better overall and do not miss that kind of 'abuse' if you will.

Take your time.
Be true to yourself.

I feel you know what you should do...

Brightest of all Blessings~

energized...pink cheeked..just came in from being in the sunshine and shovelling snow...it's warm and melting..yay!

Torn in two at the moment

Tired...time for my bubbles..soon..

Tired but no bubbles for me.

Like I've done the only thing there was for me to do.

Sinuses and Idiots have given me a headache.

uh huh...I so understand.