The numming fact that inside I not long fell or relate to any one personal fact some one has for me I find this numming feeling that nothing not even life matters coming over me. I search for the one a lot I work in my career and search for the one

Why eight years later, I have no feeling nor care for men or women, I don't care if you don't like me I don't care if you have feelings on the in side And I DONT CARE ABOUT LIFE AT ALL< and that is some what scary to me, though I can not feel any of it, longing to relate to some one and dying to know each women I have meet here and send letters too as in others also , searching for some one to make a connection with a understanding a way of life with, mutual person who is themselves and dose not run off,


their is no real way do describe sorrows and pain, but stories of life and expressive details are a lot of it

please do share I need some sort of conformation that I am not crazy and that people just don't want to give me the time of day,