I look at life from both sides now ... And still I'm eluded by you somehow....I picture your smile and the laughs we shared.....The devotion i Gave when you never cared...I look at life from both sides now.... The times that i held you and still somehow...I struggle with doubt if our bond was real .... The lust and passion and How i would feel...I look a life from both sides now... I believed that you loved me and still somehow....This hole in my heart is hard to repair .... Most days i feel empty cause you not there....

Before and after... love just isn't fair no matter how much we care...
yet still... we miss it when it isn't there...

very heartfelt write...

Very inspiring. :-)