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Edited by
AthenaRose2
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Sat 12/29/12 04:02 PM
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I entered the darkness carefully
yet eagerly and bold looking for… whatever... could warm a heart grown cold…  my motherdiagnosed with cancer
and quickly she did die 
sadness overwhelmed me 
but I kept it all inside… then I get a phone call in the middle of the night it’s about my brother-in-law my sister’s husband.. he too… just died…
I drive up to help her close down his enormous estate… when my husband back home texts me “Tazzy’s dying NOW!” is all he'd say…
my precious baby girl
my four legged friend
she was my very special gift
right up to the very end…
for 16 years… she captured my heart there was seldom a moment we were ever apart… but now… all of a sudden… death is beating at my door… it has a vice grip on my life… like it never has before… and everywhere I turn nothing comes out right… even my husband is acting crazy creating unnecessary strife… 
here I am… please God… help me… this has to be a dream but no.. I’m awake… and nobody hears me scream… one day after the other… emotionless… I survived… when I too… could have just as easily died… then I catch my sister running around with my ole man 
NOW! I’VE REALLY HAD ENOUGH $H!T and I’m taking a f**king stand! 
so I divorce my cheatin husband and make a brand new plan… after escaping all the misery maybe I can meet a better man… but.. in the light of my reality it’s much easier said then done because everyone is taken or just wanting to have some fun… well… I consider myself to be honored a special man did look my way by wrapping his love around me he makes me feel safe… in his own way… 
but… we are so very single not pledged to each other... this is true so as we continue to mingle there’s a chance we both can lose… it’s the risks that we are taking that could get us caught up in the crowd if we live our lives without purpose all we really have is the here and now… Copyright©AthenaRose12/29/12
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Edited by
Ainjel
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Sat 12/29/12 05:19 PM
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Wow Athena..It is amazing how much can go on in such a short time...2013 is the year of Peace, so may it bring you all that you desire and wish for...
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I entered the darkness carefully yet eagerly and bold looking for… whatever... could warm a heart grown cold… my motherdiagnosed with cancer
and quickly she did die
sadness overwhelmed me
but I kept it all inside… then I get a phone call in the middle of the night it’s about my brother-in-law my sister’s husband.. he too… just died…
I drive up to help her close down his enormous estate… when my husband back home texts me “Tazzy’s dying NOW!” is all he'd say…
my precious baby girl
my four legged friend
she was my very special gift
right up to the very end…
for 16 years… she captured my heart there was seldom a moment we were ever apart… but now… all of a sudden… death is beating at my door… it has a vice grip on my life… like it never has before… and everywhere I turn nothing comes out right… even my husband is acting crazy creating unnecessary strife…
here I am… please God… help me… this has to be a dream but no.. I’m awake… and nobody hears me scream… one day after the other… emotionless… I survived… when I too… could have just as easily died… then I catch my sister running around with my ole man
NOW! I’VE REALLY HAD ENOUGH $H!T and I’m taking a f**king stand!
so I divorce my cheatin husband and make a brand new plan… after escaping all the misery maybe I can meet a better man… but.. in the light of my reality it’s much easier said then done because everyone is taken or just wanting to have some fun… well… I consider myself to be honored a special man did look my way by wrapping his love around me he makes me feel safe… in his own way…
but… we are so very single not pledged to each other... this is true so as we continue to mingle there’s a chance we both can lose… it’s the risks that we are taking that could get us caught up in the crowd if we live our lives without purpose all we really have is the here and now… Copyright©AthenaRose12/29/12
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Wow Athena..It is amazing how much can go on in such a short time...2013 is the year of Peace, so may it bring you all that you desire and wish for...
Yes, Ainjel... and I didn't even get into the dramatic details that went along with each event that happened back to back.. The only real happiness I enjoyed in 2012 was meeting new friends online.. and venting my stifled emotions thru my writing.. and even that seemed to have a dramatic flair I still don't fully understand myself... Thank you for your faithfulness Ainjel.. you have always made me feel welcome here at Mingle.. you are a good soul...
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Edited by
AthenaRose2
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Sun 12/30/12 01:59 AM
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Thank you kc... for...
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Thank you shapirobo.. for showing your support...
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My condolences for your losses. I wish you well for your love to get succeed.
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My condolences for your losses. I wish you well for your love to get succeed.
Thank you so much, RaghaBard, your kind words are meaningful to me...
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Your still standing tall in the face of watching your heart fall
Thats what makes you a woman :-) |
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Your still standing tall in the face of watching your heart fall Thats what makes you a woman :-) thank you XBE... your kind words are much appreciated..
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a toast to 2013, may it bring you peace and joy and love.
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a toast to 2013, may it bring you peace and joy and love.
Same to you, bastet... 
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