Why we are in this situation???What have we done???My time has come, and so I'm gone to a better place, far beyond. I love you all as you can see. But it's better now, because I'm free. Maybe one day it will be ok again. That's all I want. I don't care what it takes. I just want to be ok again. When I was younger crying always seemed to be the answer. Now that I'm older crying seems to be the only option. I guess there comes a point where you just have to stop trying because it hurts to much to hold on anymore. You say I'm always happy, and that I'm good at what I do, but what you'll never realize is, I'm a damn good actor too. Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy. I do smile as I want you to be happy when you will see me...Tired of living and scared of dying. I don't necessarily want to be happy; I just want to stop feeling miserable. Don’t fall into the trap of pretending everything's fine when you know it isn’t. The hardest years in life are those between ten and seventy. I’m just learning how to smile, and that's not easy to do. Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone, then to cry all alone. It is hard to be surrounded as well as recluse..What should I do...It’s always easy to say MOVE ON!!!Where to move nobody answers....How to move nobody says....I been telling lie to myself n feign to be happy…ecstatic...hhh..At the end of the day when head in my dark room, all emotions then come out n drench me...I am sick n tired of carrying two faces within me...What should I do???I cant let myself break down in front of everyone and cry...I got to live also..I got to support my parents...I know life can't be the way we want...I know I can't be happy...but I can't go away from my family...They need me...Its a self-defeating kind of situation...Every time I am fighting with myself....to whom should I listen???me or my surroundings???What I am doing???A guy always had a dream at every morning that he will have a healthy life along with an affluency...he will have a good family...all those which a rational guy can thought of..I mean common we all want that...what should I do?????We all have to live with the help of each other...thats where wtill we can justify oursleves as a social being.I want to be remembered as the unknown good freind who always smiled the one who could brighten up your day, even if he couldn't brighten his own.


U...c ..nobody is perfect...we are not happy..nobody can be happy.....But we have to live...thats all...its just we have to find a raison-de-etre...Any time you feel lonely...recluse...depressed...just talk to me friends...may be I can help you...may be I can give an unknown company...May be I can ....8017105323...Pls talk to me whenever you feel insecure....


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