Times I have been stubborn, curious and anxious without any direction to go
I stood on the crossroads every time to try all
Never found a straight path or guide to direct me home
Realization was a stranger to me

I tried, experimented and tested what all people pursue
Failed in being contented
Traversed and became a vagabond
Strange characters indulged me and I divulged

Joined the crowd to walk along however stood out as alien
Then lurked and antagonized Obnoxious
I thrashed what came acrossThought came to clean up the mess I created

Looking at the mirror I saw me degenerate
Knocked all doors who wanted papers
Came across another crossroad to choose and asked the taxidriver to guide me
insteadHe took me to a tunnel and asked if I want to through this dark phase

Withstood all escapism I let go through the tunnel
Saw a faint light approaching as we were hurdling
Wanted to capture it Then came the moment I was in it

A formless being drew me to traverse the road ahead
As a child unaware I followed Lightening flashed and I held tight to meWoke up with it and found myself

Penned all my moments never to perish
I fell in love with the child I hadStill the eternal child goes trampling
Now I am here and want all to join me.

welcome to creative writes, a wide awake post, nice! :)

Seems a poetic, chaotic path, illuminated in brief moments of self, sanity and peace. >>> I walked with you in your words <<< Enjoyed.

"withstood all escapism, I let go through the tunnel"
"penned all my moments, never to perish"

Very awesome, deep in thought and not withholding.

I am so glad, and thank ful to all above who have posted/ commented... God bless you all

great words can relate to them all