It's time to come to terms with the hurt i feel
thats all i really want, is to just really heal
I am tired of the lonely nights
but ill take them over all the fights
there's some people who mean a lot to me
but none of them know what i really mean
none of them can see deep inside of me
none of them see each time i bleed
There's only one who makes me feel whole
i just keep wasting my time chasing a ghost
just wanna go back to that moment
back to the first kiss
back to the time when you said it was all perfect
back to before when me and you were not worthless
back when you were still fake as ****
now we are all just faceless, and baseless
with no where to go, i have no place i can call my own
just ride the wind and see where it takes me
a million miles away from you, bay, just maybe
I want to know that life is real
and that pain isnt the only thing that we can feel
it is time to let go of the bottle
cause bay, i know you wont be at the bottom

Very personal words, as many poems here are, and glad to see you are moving on and looking ahead at all the good things that await us all in the future..

Nice write.....