Aw thanks iam4u!!

my opinion is somethings do come out of the blue and blindside you.I'm sure you have agonized over this.good luck.

girl, just get what you can from both

yep ya can't only stop with one lay..oh thats chips..

hi -5 cute!!

i just got out of that

To the people who chose to judge me:

I didn't expect this guy to be looking for me. Apparently he's been searching for me for months now, on and off line, and just found me. Its not MY fault that he did that. I did not want to say anything to the guy I was dating until I knew what would come of us meeting, if anything. Why worry him if I thought it would be nothing? I did't even know that I WAS a choice for this old friend. I don't feel bad that my heart has another desire, thats just one of those times I say "sh!t happens". I am a caring person and didn't want to hurt the guy I was dating. He's a great guy, just not the one for me. I had a feeling he wasnt' for a few weeks now, but I was taking my time to see what if anything changed. He was sitting here when I got the email from my friend, and since he wasn't looking right at the screen he didn't see what was written. He did however, see my excitement and acted jealous. I felt really bad about that, but couldn't help my reaction. My excitement was for hearing from the friend in the first place, not what he wrote, that was a shock to the system to be really honest. I refuse to let people that don't know me make me feel like an awful person. One month isn't forever, and I know that he will make another woman very happy. He's a wonderful person, and I do want the best for him. I did kiss the other guy before I broke it off, but that was also another suprise... wasn't me who leaned in. I didn't sleep with the guy, and I wasn't trying to play anyone. I spent the whole day with this guy yesterday and didn't kiss him till he leaned down to kiss me before he left. We were originally just hanging out, which isn't a crime at all. I'm going to stop rambling now... it just really irks me that people are judging me based on something they dont' know anything about. I asked for advice, not ridicule.

Well I would just do what your heart tells you to...That's called the dating game...If your hearts not in it...it's better to let him go anyway to find someone who's is and for you to be with the one who is your heart's desire!!!!!!!!!

thank you Native_Grl. I had a talk with the guy I broke up with tonight. We didnt' end on any bad terms and he understands. He was so nice about it that it made me feel worse, but I knew that was going to happen. He will find the one for him, I just wasn't it. He'll make whoever it is very happy,but I couldn't be very happy knowing I was keeping him in vein and not letting him find someone who is in love with him.