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me....suprize visit......3 boys running out of the house......me finding the bong with pot.......tears.....yelling.........boy saying he is going to commit suicide.......if I tell grandpa..........me no rights........he gets off scott free........me no more family

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awww (((((((((((((((((((Gypsy))))))))))))))

I was 13 when I started smokin weed , no ammount of yelling from any one would have changed that .
my daughter is 17 really smart and doesnt drink or smoke , my oldest son is now 19 but was about 15 when I found out he was smokin weed , his stupid father gave him weed , what ever the story though , he is now 19 still smokes weed , but works full time stays outta trouble is polite , I wouldnt trade him for anything in this world , yelling just seems to make a gap ..ya know what I mean ?

my dad has formed that gap and sealed it.......the only reason Im living here is because of my son.....and what is the point??? I have no rights.....he doesnt live with me.....Im **** and he is great and I just wish things were like they used to be........

I bought what is SUPPOSED to be VIOLET BLACK hair color
it is cherry red ,
my hair doo is going to be a SURPRISE I think , I was expecting it to darken , but I think I just have more red ...lol...
oh well .....gotta rinse it out soon though..
stinky stuffz...

I feel like just up and leaving!!!! **** this and leave no forwarding address because that is how I feel!!!!

ohhhhhhhhhhhh and he says.......its was my friends!!! I wasnt doing it bla bla yaaaaaaaaaaaa whatever **** you!!!!!!!! You think I was born yesterday?????

Dad says I fried my brain with too much booze and drugs that I cant even think.......**** him **** everyone **** **** ****~~~~!!!!!!!!!!

probebly cant get back what used to be...
but you could try to form something new ,
let it blow over for a few days an do pizza an a movie or somethin ,I dont know exactly how but try to form a new bond with your (almost adult son) , I'm sure you have both changed , maybe you can try to form something new , TALK to him if you can , or just hang out an try to rebond when ya can ..

my dad......I cant forgive him for this.......the kid did a stupid thing and I am made out to be the bad guy!!!!!!!! I give up!!!!!!!

Dear Diary...

Sounds like Gypsy is having a good a day as I am. What a horrible day today. I hope tomorrow is better, it can't get any worse than today!!!!

ouch ...
well gramps is no good to talk about drugs with no doubt ,
I worried alot , ok , your trying this , hope your not going to try any thing worse , and REALLLLY REALLLY stress what poison it is and how it ruins lives ..
sort of like , " OK , I know your old enough to try sippin a beer or tryin a bong , but please keep your head on straight ...
I donno , exactly how to word what i'm thinkin ,,

I mean I smoked pot when I was young but its hard to see your child doing that............and with crack and meth all around..........geeeeeeeez!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry puffins your having a bad day......Im having a really bad day too and I lost my family too

I dont want to any of them right now......I want them to feel my anger!!!

{{{{{{Gypsy}}}}}}

The BEST cyber HUG I could give you right now...so sorry!!!

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I know
your MAD!!
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww(((((((GYPSY)))))))))
hey I gotta rinse my hair 8 minutes ago ..oh oh ...
bee back in a bit with mystery colored hair..omg...

oh sorry , I feel aweful over lookin puffins
(((((((((((((((PUFFFINS))))))))))))))

HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh no ....brb

(((PUFFINBS))))))))) thanks!!!!!

dear diary, I wonder what colour purples hair is.....

{{{{{{Purple}}}}}}

hi honey, how are you??