Sometimes i question my reason on earth. Whats my point in life? Sometimes i would wake up look in the mirror. Disgusted with myself. It seemed I could find nothing to make this feeling go away, until one day i found myself in an internal prison. I felt like I hated myself and all I did was build myself a prison. I knew I couldn't keep living like this. So one day I said goodbyes to the ones i lost, because it wasn't doing me justice to hold on to something that was not at peace with the Lord. Then I made peace with myself by viewing my life and of those that I lost. It was like i was watching the tapes of old boxing matches of their championship titles or watching my old wrestling tapes. I viewed it, studied it and saw were they and I went wrong. Looking at were Iv been moving wrong. After everything was said and done I realized that i was being selfish and blind. I also realized that every mans down fall is his pride. I never had the heart to ask for guidance, I always thought I could do it on my own. Then i found God's commandments again. I didnt find God, God was never lost, He found me. I was the one who was lost without him. Its the times when we doubt him and and think we hit rock bottom, that he calls unto me to rise up and become a warrior in his army. And together we step up and slap satan in the face and tell him "what does hell have to do with us? Absolutely nothing and that we rubuke his pity ways." Its up to us on what we choose to strengthen our bodies in. God knows im not perfect, but the more we strive to be the better our souls become stronger and I will always be a warrior. You could stand me up at the gates of Hell, but I wont back down. I will stand my ground. Im going to stay and fight the devil on his threshold. I know whats right but I only got one life to live. I will stand my ground in battle and I will not back down. I will rein victorious in the eyes of the King and He will help me stand my ground.

Hi TurboRams
Welcome to the Christian Singles Forum:
Sounds like you're soldout to Jesus.
And thats a good thing!

Happy to know, You got the V.I.C.T.O.R.Y.!!!



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