When you smiled, the world light up, all my worries gone. We laughed so many times; we said so many things, best friends since the age of dawn best friends for so long. I use to look at you in wonder and amazed that a boy so handsome could be this way. The years went by, and we grew up we went on in life and we fell in love. I sit here by the bed staring at pictures of us, tears roll down my cheeks reminiscing on the night you wore that tux. I remember the night we danced in the moonlight gazing in your eyes I could have stayed there I remember so many times when I could have told you, I wanted to let you know, did you feel the same? , I’ll never know its funny how time changes things time can fade memories … time can fade the past away. I sit here wondering after all these years do you still think of me I think of you everyday? I wonder if I had said those three words would we be together?, like we should, would I cry every night missing the memories I held on to so tight. Now here, I know I’m not alone, if you love someone don’t let them go. Don’t have your pride let you lose the one you love let your heart choose which direction to go, did he ever love me? I will never know…

oops i meant lit in the first line lol my mistake

That is pretty but sad Alanna... I hope that is not you in that much pain.