I'm sure you can find a positive, some how. I know there's been times when it was difficult for me to see anything positive, sometimes even weeks or months.

Sometimes I find that getting caught up in small details can make things seem more difficult than they are, sometimes you have to step back and look at the big picture.

I don't know what you're going through right now, but you're a young and beautiful woman, and you seem to be a pretty awesome person, so there's atleast those three positive things you have going for you right now.

those three things mean **** to me.
I had one positive my whole life.
but not anymore.
so I'm really happy right now.

A positive is and attitude and fire. The only way a positive becomes a positive is if YOU allow it to do so. Everything that you do is a desire of yours. If you don't want to do something, that is your attitude. Change your attitude and your desires will reach new heights. it is not as easy as it sounds. You have to work on it each day, especially when you think you have had enough and want to give up.

dear man I don't know;
please don't start lecturing on me on myself.
don't assume anything about me.
I know me.
you don't know me.
so don't get on my bad side.
cuz I will go off on you right now.

I will leave it alone because being misunderstood or gone off on is not really necessary. So, I am done and will leave it alone. It is right .I know no one here but me. Peace out.

blehhh.
I would appreciate a blanket right now.
/:

Bster...no one is going to save you from yourself except you. You are in charge of your future after 18 years old. No matter what happened in the past, it's up to you to make yourself happy...not a friend, not family, not a boy and not a girl. I had a pretty messed up childhood and so did 90% of the rest of the population. It's the strong ones that take the bull by the horn and make themselves happy despite all the bullsh*t. If it was a boy that is making you feel this way, don't give him the power. You are a pretty young girl. This mean/hurt <whatever it is> streak that you seem to protrait will only draw negative people and emotions into your life. Stay on your path with school and each time you succeed at something, it gives you something to look back on and draw strength from . I wish you the best.

hope that blanket wasn't too picky

the bster doesn't have a mean streak. that is really her. bad to the bone. she problem solves on her own. you don't ever see her start a thread asking what to do with her life. she knows what she wants and how to go about getting it. don't give her advise, just enjoy her company

aha.
high five ese.
listen to him.
any advice that anyone tries to give me fails.
you assume my problems are simple lame things that I should easily get over,
like a dude, because of how young I am.
but I'm not stupid.
don't assume anything.
because most likely you're wrong.

hey bster all this goes to show how much my life sucks. that i know more about a 19 yr old than i care to. i need to sell this computer and get a life

haha.
lets not talk about whose life sucks more.
cuz I'll win.
:D
I don't want to show you up ese.

ok, but i've been around a few more years than you have, so i've had more time to suck

it's about quality.
not quantity sir.
I still want waffles.
/:

there used to be waffle house restaurants around, but i think the ihop's ran them out of business

when I was in brooklyn,
I found a chicken and waffles place on basically every block.
haha.

chicken and waffles, fail

I'd probably eat it if I ate chicken.

choriqueso is the breakfast of champions

I still don't get that.
is it like mixed?
then you cook it?
but then wouldn't the cheese melt?