So my family is all Christian....

And when they heard about the Earthquake and Tsunami in Japan the said that it was "God putting his food down". So basically God did that? But they were joking and just in awe of 'his' power.

Then they heard a story about a Truck Driver who survived the Tsunami b/c it couldn't move his truck (unlike the other cars flying by him). And that was God's Miracle. So God saved one person while killing dozens of others?

How can people honestly love a God that they see as doing such horrible things? Sometimes I get scared thinking that all my research into paganism is going send me to hell. But then I hear **** like this, and I am glad I do not believe in such a horrible god. At this point I'm not sure what I believe. But it sure as hell isn't that!!!

(sorry to any I offend...but I just needed to vent a little)

whenever I read of some catastrophy hitting a church full of people I wonder if those same people think god was having a bit of fun that day with them???

I'm so sick of hearing that. I've been rather appalled at the Pagans for doing it too!

Feeling the earth move so much under my feet was really quite a humbling experience. I wish I could describe it better, but it's similar to looking up at the stars and realizing how insignificant you and all the things many people assign value to really are.