So many questions in my mind, never an answer to really find.
Like two elements, wind and rain, yet never did you,,explain.
Loving so much about everything we felt, inside and out.
Wanting to scream and run around,,giving everyone a shout.
Letting them know 'we' were all that, and now, where we're at.
You,, lost in your ectasy of mind made love.
Me feeling a need to carry on,,as it was my mission from above.
Stumbles, struggles, trips and dispair, all disapeer just like air.
Go forward,,forget what I couldn't fix, still you just, always stick
Like the scar after a deep cut, the pains gone, ,,,,,,,But.
Praying for God to release his hold, Still his might, so bold.
No where to turn, but away. Yet feeling I failed you, in everyway.
How can one teach a cat who's had that taste in his mouth of mice,
To SEE THEM, and want to just play, making the cat, want-to-be nice.
We cannot change the animals we have become, if we NEVER SEE.
As I think and drive, for God I want to strive, yet, just to let Be.
Never a day, without feeling, I wish I could have shown you.
What it really feels like and means inside your heart,
To know a real love, not one thats been so bably ripped apart.
WE have both went on, and we each know the other is gone.
Your still that woman I first met, still in smiles, I'd just bet.
As for me, yes, i'm the same.Just took myself out of that game.
I will Pray for you until I die, AS I reasure God I really did try.

I dig the title
great write
real