when i gave her the biggest part of me

i never knew exactly just how
retarded she would actually be

i mean
seriousy!

frustrated -
over making
this girl my world

looking out
of her eyes
i feel compelled

forced
to choose drugs
to get hugs
because
what
it
is
is
NOT
WHAT IT WAS

seriously!
i mean

why does this seem to ALLways
happen to ME?

i know why
but i act like
i have no clue

WOAH
what a fool!

i was seriously about to ask myself
"what 'did' i do?"

but at the last moment i realized
she got bored,
too.

Great write D....hate to know you are going through this...big hugs and hope it gets better btw....love the new pic

Man,,,I like this one much,,,and Man,,,do we walk in the same paths,,,,

great write as always...always giving-I hope you will be getting sometime soon J.

Sorry to hear that you've gone through that. But it is a beautiful thing that you're able to turn your experience into a witty poem. So you did not go through it in vain.