after almost gettin killed twice n less then a year n very serious and frightening situations i find myself constantly thinkin of death.
im not thinkin suicide but its jus wondering about wat i dont know.
is this weird or wat?

Over my life I have had last rites three times. I do not fear death any more if it is going to happen it will. We have no choice in it. I have learned to live my life to the fullest and every second. Hope you never have to face a situation, that puts your in life in danger.

im scared as heck of death.
i cant voice my thoughts at home because they call me crazy.

all these ''what if...'' questions keep going thru my mind

I was young I did not think of death much. During the middle part of my life I did. Now I think that living ever day is better, than dwell on death. It might be good for you to ask, a doctor for some help. Talk with your friends your own age, see if they to have the same fear.

What is that you are alive, and living a good life right now. I think of what was, and now thinking that I should look for what is. I feel that I'm only making sense in my own mind.

We all think about death from time to time its normal to do such things after traumatizing experiences just try not to dwell on it to much because there is Life and fun ahead of you it will pass with time

i hope it passes.. i want to be anywhere but where i am right now
maybe im just thinking too negative ..
i have wondered who would even show up at my funeral

Let's go kill something!!!

haha metalwing., im not into killing things

I would imagine that such tragedies would have you come closer to the realization of your mortality than most people..generally we just go about our day to day business without thinking that at any moment we might die...

I dont think there is anything "wrong" with your thinkings, however, if you find that such thinking begins to interfere with your life, (ie, suddenly afraid of going out, etc.)then you may want to consider counseling to help you deal with the experiences in a more guided way so that you can move on with your life.

cheers

A beer perhaps? ... A WHOLE box of cookies?

thanks pmarco its not gone that far and i pray it never does

Dark thoughts are common to some, more common to others, but a part of everyone's life.

Let some light in.

lol yur full of suggestions metalwing!:)
i dont drink tho but thanks:)

I'm obsessed with serial killers...wait, okay, that doesn't sound good...I really like serial killers...for f*** sake, that sounds worse...