inhale...

i dont want to do drugs

i know better
i say in dismay
as i shrug,

"build me up"

i've had it

i'm tired
of breaking
me

d

o

w

n

for? the?
cAwwwz?

eyes
know why
where i see

my flaws

no longer
in shock

closed
jaws

licking one index
to the sky because i

don't wanna be

l
o
s
t

working dead end jobs

never easy

what i really need
is to find a new lead
for a mouth to feed

daily

knowing

love is life
and life is
struggling

i have a seed
that is going to need
water

this is my
soon to be son
Connor

your not even here yet
and i am already acting
like your father

if only you knew how much
you make me stronger

without you
my thoughts are guttered
as a goner

why am i so lost

god, i am lost

wanting to be the best
never felt so refreshed

half of me feels
so blessed

except
i can't accept

i dual

between
one man
becomming
too different
people

sooooo
looooost

one good
the other evil

trying to keep it
real

except
i accept

i knoooow
gaaaawwwd

is god

and how he heals

just i cant move forward
with no sword, just a shield

exhale...

{{{{{{D}}}}}}

I like it...
you're form was creative.
:)

very nice

always a wild ride read!!

your one of the best!