Fallen Angel:




when you fall you need to stand
and dont try to fall where you once did land
because it hurts the further you fall
it feels as if you been slammed against a wall
i would know ive been there before
the day you came to knock on my door
but you couldnt do it you just stood there
afraid of so many things like who and where
ive been many places have knocked me down
hard as it is i hit the ground
i continue to fall no matter what
i know whta i must do but
what i want and what i need have nothing in common
and when i climb and feel ive finally won
you kick me down to fall again
breaking my own wings i feel pain
im a fallen angel from the stormy skies
the kind i see when i look into your eyes
but you dont know who i am
but you just keep going after whats her name sam?
oh well i just cant sit here all alone
until the light to me is shone
because im a fallen angel capable of lies
and now thats all i see when i look in your eyes


Breath:


i look up and there
you are you always were
but i was blind
and now your back in my life
and i can finally put down the knife
becasue baby you save me
and youre the only one who can show me
that love is real
and that your the only thing i can feel
i love you and its finally true
no one knows us
its better to keep it that way
you keep me together
so i no longer grasp for whats not there
you came and picked me up
now i can breath

The faithful night:

she thinks about what she did that night
she blinks back the tears as she holds his necklace tight
she tries so hard to get it out of her head
she regrets what she did and what she said
and as he walks out the door
she knows in the back of her mind theres more
he always said he be there for her
he was her superman or he wish he were
his face flashes in her mind
this isnt like her he isnt her kind
but she longs for him who isnt the one
the guilt she has weighs a ton
she says she has to get some sleep
turns over and with a silent weep
takes the knife to her skin
thinking ill never win
whats the use anyway
finally she sees the light of day
with bleeding eyes
she looks to the bleeding skies
she decides to fight
nothing happened that night
just a lost and broken memory
this she hopes he never will see
so to get out she listens to the radio
saying i hope no one will find out no one will know
its so ****ed up that she hurt herself
she cant mistake as she puts those feeling on a shelf
she walks away and says no more
and when he reads this hell say what for
but he wont know because shell be on the floor
Lifeless, dead and bleeding from the core


Two little love birds:

when ties get crossed
everything is lost
The whole world spins
nobody wins
because they got caught
see each other alot
but one night
we couldnt;we lost sight
now hes gone
she doesnt know how long
but she knows he is in her heart
even though her whole world is torn apart
shell keep fighting this dumb thing
through all the silence shell feel a sting
her trust was broken
it was a token
of her love and now he is gone
worse she could of done
but hell hold on to every memory
every kiss every touch all hell ever see
as she takes the necklace off
the woman stands alone and with a scoff
says shell never see him again
in the distance shell feel the pain
she looks back wondering if hes okay
so angry she wont see him everyday
and as the last last tear rolls down her cheek
she regrets what she said that week
looking back he lets out a sigh
as he lights one up not knowing she standing right by
they yell they scream but its no use
shes so afraid after all the abuse

She was young:

Sometimes life just fades away

But you just hope there is a better day

Life flashes by you like lightning

It so hard to fly when you got a broken wing

And the tears fall down and don't impede

You try but it's so hard to do a good deed

You turn around and your mom cries

Your heart your soul falls to the ground and dies

You fight and try make everything well

Hoping nobody will know and no one will tell

But all hope is gone and all that is left

Faith, although is blind helps you see

Who you are and what you can be

Helps you turn around

Finally you can hear the sound

The bells they sound like a familiar chime

He puts out his hand saying its time

And as she walks she cries

Everybody whispers and sighs

She falls to the ground

All the sudden she is bound

She can't break free of what's holding her back

Then he comes by with all the things she could lack

Puts out his hand and says I can save you

Ill give you everything, I love you

sad, but full of real feelings and it shows

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mirror:


I look in the mirror and dont recognize who i see
Im trying so hard to figure out who i need to be
I lay lifeless in a strangers bed
All i feel is cold and dead
I will never find what i once had
Never thought it would be this bad
I just want to be held
I dont want to be just "nailed"
Sex isnt everything thats what ive learned
Love is what i long for its what ive earned
All the things i want i cant have
I cant and will never have it all
Just feels like im walking down an endless hall
Will i ever find someone like him
These thoughts make it seem like there is no hope
How will i ever learn to cope
Writing is the only way
To see a brighter day
Through the cloud that follows me
I can finally see clearly

Why not me?

Looking into the unknown confused
Standing alone feeling so used
You give all your love with nothing in return
But your heart feels hurt like a burn
Rejection is not very fun when it comes around
I think ive lost all sight and all sound
I thought you loved me thats what you said
or was that the voices i heard in my head
I cant stand it anymore
Id rather lie lifeless on the floor
Without you near me
I cannot see clearly
I hope you figure out what you wanna do
Because i found who i am in you
So please dont make me walk this road alone
I would rather not hear her voice on the phone
You were there when i needed you most
I wish we could just head for the coast
But you have made me see
Life isnt that easy
So i hope one day you will finally see
That you always shouldve been with me

Free: by Tiffany6969

I will not give up this battle i will not give up this fight
I sleep all day and stay up all night
Just thinking of how to make my life better
It feels like hide and seek ready or not
Writing a story without a plot
I am strong im not holding on
to all the memories we had
I am so uncontrollably glad
I must admit there are times i remember
But i will never go back again
I will never feel that much pain again
I honestly feel bad for the next one
My heart will not be easily won
So here i am hoping for the best
Just so you know you will be put to the test
Dont give up i know its hard
You just got to lay down the right card
Hope for the best, expect the worse
Life is a blessing not a curse
Take a look around
You will see im no longer bound
I can spread my wings and fly
To you i finally can say goodbye

To a special someone...



I never thought i would be here
For there isnt much that i fear
Hes gone and i can see
That im finally free
Im on the mountain all alone
Happiness is all that can be shone
But now im scared
Never thought anyone cared
I want to feel your warm embrace
I just want to see your face
You listen but you dont know
All these feelings i want to show
Im hiding dont you see
Please say its me
The one you want and crave
You have made me feel so brave
But now i want to feel your touch
Ive never met you but i miss you so much
I want to feel you whisper in my ear
I want to feel you when you are near
You have made me see what i deserve
You have made me see clearly
I want to be with you
I wish you did too
If you only knew
How i feel about you
But i guess youll never know
Because i will never get a chance to show
Ill keep hiding behind the phone
Listening to your guiding tone
Wishing and hoping there would be more
You have showed me whats in store
I look for a brighter day
Hopefully you will say
All the things i want to hear
The words you will whisper in my ear
When you finally realize
The day you look in my eyes

What makes you think you can do this to me you think you can

Control everything i do you think im just your little playtoy im

Not your freaking puppet i wont be on a string anymore how can i

Make you understand you f'ed up not me you quit loving me i hate You...but

How can i hate somebody i love? how can i love someone i hate god I

just want to let go and everytime

I try to you pull me right back in why what did i do to deserve

Such treatment?! you keep me on a string and when you call i ignore

But somehow the urge i have is to want more

I talk to you there is frustration in both our voices

And all the sudden they come running back so many choices

What do i do? lay down and die

While you just stand there to my face and lie

I loved you with everything i had

And all you left me with was an empty core

I promised myself i wouldnt go back for more,

Now im at step one again

And you are making me feel it again

The pain

The hurt

I wont shed one more tear

There is nothing that i Fear

Just let me let go

Why cant you do it

I freaking hate you

Just let me let go....

Nothing



Looking up at the stars
Listening to the all the cars
Hearing your voice on the phone
Wondering why I am so alone
Ive looked for love
Now I'm looking up above
Ive searched for far too long
Life is full of lessons like a song
In all the wrong places
In all the wrong faces
Maybe its been here all the time
Caught up in life's rhyme
Ive been dancing in circles around you
You have stood still
Like a dance made for two
You have seen me ache and swallow the pill
Your patience and endurance becomes strong like an ox
While all the while i have been sneaky like a fox
I pace these empty halls searching for more
You just sit there on the floor
Watching and waiting for me to plea
"Please oh please be with me!!"
But i will be strong for that's who I've become
All you'll feel is numb
Because you lost your game
And you are the only one to blame
The strings are gone, one by one
With you I'm finally done
As i sit back and see the mess you have made
I watch all our memories fade
Up in flames, i burnt them all
And as i saw the picture fall
I felt so much better
By the way I also burned your letter
If only you could see the flame in my eyes
The minute you told me all those wonderful lies
I told you i will not go back again
I have finally broken that chain
Starting over isn't an easy thing to do
Its even harder getting over you
But I'm not on a stage, I'm not up for show
But you should get an Emmy you know
The act you played
Like we were just part of some masquerade
The lights are up, the curtains down
All these emotions i must drown
You aren't worth one more tear
Because all my affections you didn't hold dear
So this is my last goodbye
As i silently cry
You took everything from me
And now your face is all that i can see
I close my eyes and there you are
Driving down the road in her car
She says "say hi" but i know different
All the words you said but never meant
And i knew you had to keep me close
So i wouldn't suspect what you did right under my nose

Beautiful Writings

Thank you so much!!

its an honor to be welcomed by you kc...

Full of heart!

it's not really, but you will learn that