Topic: A crazy feeling..
lonelylovaboy's photo
Tue 06/29/10 11:47 PM
When you give a female your all and sacrificed all that you knew to be with her, only to realize you never meant anything. Used like a toy and then thrown away when she felt she's gotten all that she could out of you. Sometimes it makes you never want to open up to anyone again and remain single the rest of your life. Anyone else know what I mean?

fifijones's photo
Tue 06/29/10 11:49 PM
I know what it means to be dramatic.huh Unless you're dating a sociopath, they probably had some feelings for you.flowerforyou

lonelylovaboy's photo
Tue 06/29/10 11:53 PM

I know what it means to be dramatic.huh Unless you're dating a sociopath, they probably had some feelings for you.flowerforyou


No I'm pretty sure if I told you all the details you would agree I was just being used. I didn't want to admit it myself and wanted to believe she cared for me, but the truth is in front of me. Lol and yes she had some serious issues, which I thought I could help her though.

fifijones's photo
Tue 06/29/10 11:55 PM
Better luck picking the next one, then! Remember: no fixy, fixy! You can't fix anyone, and almost no one changes.

lonelylovaboy's photo
Tue 06/29/10 11:58 PM
Yes I learned an important lesson, just wish I didn't believe them and do some really stupid things and getting into the crazy situation I'm in now. I told myself to never allow something like this to happen again.

fifijones's photo
Wed 06/30/10 12:02 AM
Sae la vie. Everyone else's life is quite clear to me; my own life never is.

lonelylovaboy's photo
Wed 06/30/10 12:07 AM
Thanks for listening I'm thinking about writing a book on certain events in my life in a book, but changing the names sort of. I guess it would be a drama, but I'm sure it will intrigue some readers if its all true. I just don't know where to start or who should I send it to.