Some Things Just Need to be Accepted

I paint my face.
Pools of costumes
Drown the floor.

A glance in my direction
And im speachless.
Chewing holes in my
Lip, cheeks filling
With blood.

I am a doll.
Dress me up to fit
All your fantasies.

Fire trails your fingertips
Up my leg.
Eyes, like oceans and
Denim, hold secret
Primal deviance.

Pages are left empty.
Right my name
And speak my words.

Your voice, my everything.
A hidden face i
Yearn for. coloring book
Arms and the memory
Of heartbreak.

Fill my shell.
Give me life and
Hold me dear.

Nice write.

I'm impressed.

I'm tired of you

I'm tired of crying, because I'm always hurting
I'm tired of making excuses for the for the; old scars, swelling and bruises.
I'm tired, but there is no easy way to say we are through, because I'm tired of you.

I'm tired of lying in bed every night, just hoping you would get home before daylight.
Im tired of saying "I love you" when you wont even say "I love you too"

I'm tired of never being appreciated for making you happy, instead I'm constantly being told, "you are worthless, ugly and sloppy!"
I'm tired of believing its all true, I'm tired of you.
I'm tired of thinking things will get better in time.
I can no longer stand the abuse, because its destroying my body and my mind.

I'm tired of thinking that there is no me without you.
I'm tired of telling you to be quiet, because the kids will hear.
I'm sorry we can no longer stay here, we refuse to live in fear.
I'm just tired
Tired of being unhappy, scared, black and blue, I'm tired of you.

thank you eklectek and abracadabra!