i just realized something and i had it i guess block
untill about a week n half ago when i was really depressed and i wrote some poems on how i was feeling

mount saint helens blew (the volcanno) 30yrs ago
the same time i had my abortion... now i know why i broke down. for i didnt back then

and then i wasent thinking anything else untill today... this is crazy it was my freaken annerversary may 18th 23yrs ago when i married my sons dad.... i totally block that off...i didnt block it off when i kick him out of the house


and then get this..

my grandmother died in june 27yrs ago
i found out i was pg with my daughter in june 27yrs ago
my daughter had her 2nd child 17yrs ago in june 9/2yrs ago

and my granny(my dada mom) died in june last year

how bizarre is that


here is another

my step mom died nov 22 2yrs ago
and my aunt husband died nov 22nd but a year later
and i had a old bf that died nov 22 3yrs ago and 3yrs ago it was on thanksgiving


whats going to show up next.... my life cant get anymore crazyier... or can it

Awwww Queene, life is a cycle, ya?
You ride it round and round until
it drops you where you started.

The mind keeps track though.

For you Queene