I have time for one more before I go
So here it is, if you don't mind. I
Think I can do this now, without you,
I think I can get through the pain of losing
What always amounted to a lie. It’s not
So bad when you really think about it,
Just walk away and say goodbye.

I didn’t read your last words to me, for once I’m
Not interested in how you feel. It’s time for me
To be what I should have been in the beginning;
Better than all of this you and me, and her and him
And what’d they say and are they or aren’t they?
Get a life, I’m working on it, get a clue, I’ve got one
Now, get over that stupid random **** you keep
Holding onto, yeah, I’m working on that, too.

I used to write to make myself feel better,
I used to write to make you think. But now
I just write because there’s nothing else to do
With all the words jumbled up inside my head.
I lost track of where it split in two and I tried
Forever to make it work, but now I know that
Some things are better off dead- say a prayer and
Let it die.

It’s last call for several reasons, you know them
Well and so do I, and so does everyone else who has
Followed this epic saga from start to finish, and day
To day. Every end has a beginning, and the beginning
Never should have been, but no one wanted to be the one
To say never, until today. Today it’s done, today, I’m free,
Today I learned to love myself. Today, I realized that
Everything happens for a reason and sometimes it’s best
To just walk away and say goodbye.

04/01/10

Wow LeighAnna, thanks for putting my feelings into words

No GREATER realization than to know who you are, and to know THATS
all we can BE...but proud of every minute of it..
vey true and COOL,,,,thanks,

Thank you for the comments, I really appreciate them.

always enjoy your writes leighanna, hope you never stop sharing what's inside.

Thank you bastet.