Why can't I set myself free?
This isn't who I want to be.
I want to laugh, joke be happy.
The walls I've built are too high.
I can't cross over I'm full of fear.
I can't let it go.
Why does my past haunt me so much?
So many things I can't remember
My lifes a blur & I've hidden it well
I've lost myself somehow & can't find me.
I feel like I'm living in hell!
I don't know who I am anymore.
I've hurt so many. Not ever remembering
what I have done. I'd take my sanity back
if only I still had some.
Just jumbled thoughts rambling.
On a message board for all to see.
Maybe this way I can set the prisoner
in me free.

I totally get that

I'm glad someone does because I'm not even sure I understand myself! My memories being jogged by things I've blocked out & couldn't remember that I'm learning about today. Sometimes it feels like a nightmare that is never going to end!

In memory of who you were,
I totally concur.
Lets bury it and get passed it.
Leaving it as just old shlt.
I'll help you put it six feet under.
So you will forget its nasty thunder.
Past is that, its all gone, never to last.
Lets look forward to only bright days,
let me help you climb above that haze
Life has much more to offer you,
So lift your head high, and become new.
In my arms your never be blue.
Everyday, will be sunny and bright.
Because we shall make our own light..


I hope this helps you forget...
THIS was very nice,,and very sad,,,so I tried to make you smile..

powerful words...