When GOD takes you tonight, with him, on his flight.
I will miss you until HE calls ME.
To once again be US in our Loving Harmony.
Honey I know your eyes are closed, and your minds asleep.
PLEASE know,,I love you so much, all I can do is weep.
Holding your hand, as my tears fall, rubbing your golden band.
We talked about death, and your faith in our LORD.
We talked about what-if's, and you telling me to pull the cord.
I'm so sorry honey, I just couldn't do that for you.
Never thinking then, that today would ever come, I LOVE YOU.
And I feel like I betrayed your trust, I know, I,,,,still, MUST.
Your body's here, but nothing moves, I feel you here, EVERYWHERE!
The time is here for them to shut-down their machine.
Still feeling this so cold, so,,,,insane and mean.
I CAN SEE YOUR CHEST BREATHING, YOUR LAST GASP FOR AIR!
I AM DOING WHAT YOU TOLD ME, BUT HONEY THIS IS SO UNFAIR.
I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, UP-THERE.

Wow, that was really beautiful. And sad. But mostly beautiful.

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Beautiful write, (((Terry))), but sad

THANKS leighanna,,,I have a friend who might be close to this here,,,and it is a time that no-one has ANY IDEA about being in THIS SPOT,,,,so as I was here,,with my Dad,,I can relate to the inner regrets and fears of ALL that one can think at that time,,
and MY words here,,do it LITTLE justice as to just HOW DAMN FRUSTRATINGLY sad,mad,bad, you feel at that moment..