I see your face in my mind as I lay here day after day.
I never thought we would end up this way.
People are people and we do change our minds,
But I never thought it would happen to you and I.
I hear the music you gave me and said was mine.
It is so heart breaking because with each word I feel
the betrayal and all the lies.
And yet I still do not want to be without you around.
I am sorry so sorry...
You told me you knew that this was far from being simple.
That life was never easy, but that you would never leave me.
I asked you to go, yes I did, but you said you were here to stay.
I believed in you.You knew me so well,or did you know me at all?
I know you like the palm of my hand, or maybe I knew who you wanted me to see?
I never wanted to hurt you, I never ment to cause you pain.
But you knew what you leaving would cost me. Or you would have if you had listend.
I never whisperd I said loudly the fears inside of me.
I know that sometimes things do not work out, nothing can save us from that.
But you could have saved us fom this.
It is 1...2...and 3 o'clock in the morning and I cant sleep again tonight.
I lost my best freind.
I lost my angel and my heart feels like it will never mend...
The tears wont stop sliding down my face, even when the hate started setteling in.
I cant take back the hurtful words I have said and you can not take back the broken promises.
But I am sorry so sorry!
I honestly thought you were sent to save me.
Funny how things work, but not funny at all.
I trusted my heart to you and now it is shatterd and torn apart.
I never wanted this, I never wanted to hurt or hurt you.
You were my best friend and God I miss you...
How could you think just leaving me would be okay...
How could you think I would be okay with your lies?
I never expected it from you.
I truely believed in you, in us and that was my mistake..
I will never believe in anyone again..
I loved you so much apparently to much, because you walked away.
You left without even a goodbye, no explanations as to why?
Never looking back.
I am sorry so sorry....

Such a beautiful poem. Thanks for sharing.

honestly thought you were sent to save me.
Funny how things work, but not funny at all.
I trusted my heart to you and now it is shatterd and torn apart


many a lover fell to this foe..
maybe now through your write, more will KNOW...

Great write,,thanks for sharing this...