Over time, after
betrayals and rejections and down right disregard for any feelings you may have-
a person will "wall up" certain emotions. Emotions that at that time, seem better
left unused. ...and those emotions lay dormant for so long
you almost forget you had them and certainly your terrified to allow them freedom;
So you build a protection device the deflects the ability of another
true and caring heart to touch it. This leads to years of loneliness and further
"disconnection" eventually causing perpetual paralysis and even death.

But when I met you, something lit inside my soul. You opened me up so effortlessly
and I have come to adore you. I crave you, and find myself lost in the anticipation
of seeing you again. My chest pounds and a smile is instantly on my face and
in my heart at just hearing your voice. Your touch is calming and soothing in comparison
to an otherwise chaotic world that I come in contact with everyday. I want you to know
my level of certainty as I step into this with you, whole heartedly and eagerly watching
for the eveidence of the faith I have in you and in us to continue to mount in our favor.
You tell me with every action you have this faith in me too, and THAT is the key.

SO much time and effort has gone by to form me into the person I am today.
More confident in myself, looking for different things than I was 15 years ago and
made some bad choices, but each one of those things led me to this moment.
And while we can say we would've loved to have met years ago, we were different
people then and we may have not liked each other/or even ourselves very much.
But the people we have evolved into, Who share common goals and realistic
limits we have come together at the perfect time in our lives.

I cant imagine a more perfect moment than this one we're in, right now.

We are at the stage now where we can "enjoy" each other. And I enjoy being with you.
You are my confidante my lover, my best friend, my protector.

****Wherever you are is home to me.

This is such an open and honest write. Revealing, appreciative and just plain human, well done

Such a sweet beautiful write , couldn't take my eyes from it till I read all of this, such emotions and heart felt warmth in it and the lucky person it is wrote to , is ppprobably smileing widly when he reads it , good work.

It seems our meeting has brought you everything you have dreamed.
Even if it is with someone I have not met yet,,,wink,lol
YOU GLOW in your HAPPINESS,,,and I ENVY the HECK out of ya...
I hope YOU BOTH smile and love each other always....
KEEP-UP all the OUT BOUND EXPRESSIONS and poems,,Lov ya girl..

Just beautiful...

Thank you all- Im glad you celebrate in the rantings of a love sick heart-LOL..
Its been a long time coming and you know what? I deserve it!!
SOooo I will take it and run like HE11!

And special thanks to you "T"- you are a sweetheart.. Love you too, man!!

Beautiful indeed