The pressures on my mind
and times not on my side
I know I should leave the past behind
and God knows that I've tried
But the pain is so alive
as you stay on my mind

I'm getting older
the pain is getting stronger
There's no place left to run
There's no place left to hide
I often have thoughts of suicide
I feel like my soul keeps growing colder

I used to think I couldn't imagine life without you
Not a day goes by that I'm not thinking about you
I often wish that I could bring you back some how
I wish you knew how badly that I miss you now
You're all I think about
My heart still feels like it's been torn and ripped out

But the sun it shines today
tells it just might be OK
So I'll just be on my way
I'm going to make it trough this day
So I guess there's nothing left to say
until we meet again some day

I like this totage...

great write.

wow..that's an awesome write

Thanks