Lookin' at the world through a windowless pane
The days pass and my life feels in vain
Breathing deeper my heart races faster
Taking more pills to get myself past her

I sit for hours not doing a thing
Not very popular my phone doesn't ring
Not a soul around that I can talk to
When I felt down I would come to you

Down another pill to kill the thought
We were perfect together, never fought
So many pills I am all but numb
Crying over your loss I feel so dumb

It was my fault, I caused this all
Everything I did made you fall
You hit so hard your heart broke in two
Driving home that night you said we're through

More pills down followed by some beer
Anger grows second only to fear
Chasing that high I lost my life
The only woman that I wanted to call wife

I finish the bottle, both pills and booze
Feeling the love I never thought I could lose
My life has come down to nothing and none
It seems now it's time for this to be done

Good One..

I like...just hope its fictitious

Yes, i hope it is, no one is worth that, and believe me, we all have been there, where one door closes, another opens, even if it takes time.

I this.

The poem draws from a personal experience but it isn't written based on actual events. I was (still am) taking Narcotic Painkillers and the girl I was with hated it (her brother OD'd and died) and I would often take well over the regular dose when we split. Don't worry I don't have a drug problem they're prescription (I have a messed up back) but I still haven't gotten over her, she was my longest relationship ever and meant the most. We still chat from time to time.

really good one:)..i just want to say,nobody knows what happens tomorrow,if we ever had so much luck that we have met our other half then we should do everything to stay together for whole life,cause we have unfortunately only one life..also we dont know how long we will live..and we really dont know if we will ever meet somebody so perfect like we had..

A very good write...

I like it

I can so relate . Although they realize later,what they had in thier hand they gave that special person up,for all the wrong reasons. You moved on they want you back. Now that time has passed you dont want the unknown again.