A bit of something is better than all of nothing. Hopefully that makes sense, it's after 1 am here and I'm feeling icky.

I know we don't agree on this.. I'd rather have all of nothing than a bit of something and a bit of nothing....

I'll make myself content with my nothing, I've done it before. Feels like old times.....

yep, makes sense..I'll have it all when the time to have it is is here.

Sorry ya feel icky..Kate really helped me..I was REALLY sick and we got it sorted out, I'm feeling pretty normal again. Felt icky for so long..got use to it.

I hear ya doll...

I have bad circulation. And other stuff. So sometimes I feel crappy. But I have my music, so I'm okay.

Thinking that purple roses are really nice...

Two chili cheese dogs would have been enough. Three was overkill.

I can only eat one of those. Otherwise I'm horribly uncomfortable.

I mighta had a little too much to drink.

That's not a bad thing, drinking makes the bad thoughts go away....

I'm thinking Cool Hand Luke is definetly a classic. I just seen it for the first time. I didn't know it was a real movie. It's a great classic.

I wish I could sing, dammit...

I didn't think that my RL friends list could get below 0, but I was wrong.

I don't know if it's me or other people, but I find myself needing to get away from more and more people everyday. I can't deal with all of the negative energy I am feeling. I see a slight glimmer of positive energy in my life, I wish I could magnify that positivity flood my life with it so much that it over flows and shines through into others, like a light houses light shining through the fog.

I don't know why I'm so spiritually paranoid right now. It's keeping me awake.

Trying to think of as many way possible for me to fall asleep! Facebook..check...craigslist...check....Landscape Journal...check...New mingle Site I found...check
Web site to count sheep...nope no check :(

I think I may have figured out what's causing my paranoia. It's my depression. It seems to be getting worse, I now have depression, anxiety, and paranoia. I feel a little better now that it seems like I've figured something out a little, but I'm also worried that it's geting worse, not better. I'm seriously afraid that I'm going insane, and I can't do anything about it.

snow

..... COFFEE!!!!!!!!

im thinking how much i wish it was SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm thinking about how awsome my meeting Scott in person is gonna be! FINALLY!!!