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Topic: What r u thinking about right now?? - part 2
Totage Joined Sat 10/13/07 Posts: 24210	Wed 02/03/10 11:16 PM
I give up. Being clean and sober hasn't worked for me. "Self medicating" appearently isn't the way to go either. What the **** am I supposed to do? Really. Nothing works. I've tried everything, yet I still fail. What am I missing? There's got to be something that everyone else is doing that I'm missing. I don't know. I just give up.

Calleigh12 Joined Tue 04/01/08 Posts: 17193	Wed 02/03/10 11:17 PM
Figure out why you'd rather be high or drunk than deal with the real world, and you'll have your answer.

Calleigh12 Joined Tue 04/01/08 Posts: 17193	Wed 02/03/10 11:18 PM
I'm really pissed right now.

Jennerling Joined Wed 10/14/09 Posts: 5492	Wed 02/03/10 11:23 PM
Figure out why you'd rather be high or drunk than deal with the real world, and you'll have your answer. i deal with it............................................................................high.

Totage Joined Sat 10/13/07 Posts: 24210	Wed 02/03/10 11:25 PM
See that's the thing. I've tried that. I'm getting no where on it. I just give up anymore. I'd rather be miserable clean and sober than happy high/drunk. I guess I just have to accept that I will never find true happiness, ever. Why do I have to be this way? Why can't I just be normal? Is it so much to ask for? Just to be normal? Just to feel normal emotions? Why do I have to be the way I am?

Jennerling Joined Wed 10/14/09 Posts: 5492	Wed 02/03/10 11:29 PM
I'll call Dr. Phil

Calleigh12 Joined Tue 04/01/08 Posts: 17193	Wed 02/03/10 11:29 PM
Normal is relative. I don't know why you're the way you are, since I don't know you. I know why I am the way I am, and I have to deal with it the best way I can. I don't know what to tell you, but I hope it gets better.

Totage Joined Sat 10/13/07 Posts: 24210	Thu 02/04/10 12:02 AM
I think lately all of my posts have been pretty emo and whiney. I don't see things getting any better for me either. I'm hoping it's "just a phase", but I don't know anymore.

Ruth34611 Joined Sat 08/02/08 Posts: 32402	Thu 02/04/10 05:20 AM
I think lately all of my posts have been pretty emo and whiney. I don't see things getting any better for me either. I'm hoping it's "just a phase", but I don't know anymore. Have you tried talking to your doctor about some help for your depression?

TwoTallOne Joined Thu 01/04/07 Posts: 16854	Thu 02/04/10 05:29 AM
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm first coffee of the day ..... yummy

Gossipmpm Joined Tue 03/03/09 Posts: 19414	Thu 02/04/10 05:32 AM
Wondering when spring will get here!

kc0003 Joined Fri 05/11/07 Posts: 26382	Thu 02/04/10 05:36 AM Edited by kc0003 on Thu 02/04/10 05:36 AM
getting some sleep

che_ Joined Wed 07/29/09 Posts: 8412	Thu 02/04/10 07:11 AM
It's already 10:10 a.m. and I'm not too motivated yet Grrr..

chevylover1965 Joined Sat 09/29/07 Posts: 43370	Thu 02/04/10 07:31 AM
this throw back mountain dew is good !

Ruth34611 Joined Sat 08/02/08 Posts: 32402	Thu 02/04/10 07:47 AM
I'm becoming more and more terrified of ignorant humans.

Sneaksintoyourheart Joined Fri 10/16/09 Posts: 19261	Thu 02/04/10 09:04 AM
im thinking another cold day an another good day just to not to do nothing

TxsSun Joined Wed 05/20/09 Posts: 14582	Thu 02/04/10 09:10 AM
I'm thinking sausage would be good

Ladylid2012 Joined Sun 07/05/09 Posts: 42269	Thu 02/04/10 09:16 AM
I'm thinking sausage would be good oh really ??

TxsSun Joined Wed 05/20/09 Posts: 14582	Thu 02/04/10 09:28 AM


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