My name is Derek, i'm 39 and was dagniosed with "Aspergers". There were curcumstances in my life, beyond my control, which resulted in me never having experianced an "Eros" love relationship with a woman.I just moved from Cozumel from Texas with my mom, Im somewhat of a dependant because of my disability (which is also physical, i'm blind in my right eye and have glucoma in the left, so i can't drive.) My family also seems to think that i have a better chance in living on my own here, than in the states. My family never believed in me. They never got along with each other, but if its one thing they agree on is my "helplessness". Well, i can prove them wrong. All i need is that one chance. I'm 39 physicly but only have a life experiance of a young teen. I never had a chance to even try to make it on my own or having a wife/girlfriend of ANY kind.
The only problem with ever finding a woman now is if i end up with one my age, she’d have more life experience than me, and she’d probely be more of a “mother-figure” to me, and that is something i can do without because it just wouldn't be fair to either of us. And then the only other alternative is get together with woman who has had as much life experience as me, but the women who’d fit that category aint even women, yet, if you know what I mean. I WON’T go there! So as you can see, i’m stuck between a rock & hard place.
The closest thing i can fogure is a woman in her 20s. Do you think there's any hope for me? I listen to music alot. Im also in art & movies. I also want to find away to use me pain for art. Got alot of it, I'm sure The Good Lord's putting me through it for something..why not make it an art? I used to sketch alot before my eyes went bad.
But let me tell you one thing about my experiance (or lack of). Just because i never drove a car, doasnt mean i never been inside one.
Just please give me a chance thats all i'm asking.
Can i paste a link to my MySpace or FaceBook page here? You can read my profile too.

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Derek, I believe there is someone for everyone and that includes you man...many ladies have some disibilities that hamper their desires as well as how yours control your living and your actions on doing things.. Some blind some in a wheel chair since birth,,many
So never feel YOU stand out as one who is different..
GOD has plans and YOU have your dystiny to live out..
I can't lie to you and say YOU WILL find a lady here to love you.
But I will say YOU WILL meet women here who will want to talk with you and be your friend..
As for your my space being put up,,its one of there rules here not to,,but pssssssst,,you could run it in your profile til they see it and remove it,,,but YOU never heard me type that,,lol.
Ones CAN email you and then YOU can give it to them,,
I hope you have some great times here to always remember and to know there are some people here,,who really care about who you are and how you are,,,as I am one of them..
Email me anytime and go make some friends here..
and here,,,this might help you think of silly-ness,,wink

Hello,, and Welcome to this most secret place on the Net..

We know it has been through MANY sites for YOU to find us here.

All of US have taken the same road to gain entry into this amazing site and place....

My name is Terry,,or iamb,,,allow me to show you around..

I hope you don't mind elevators as that is our way of travel here.

WE have ten floors of pleasure here, as many just use about four.

On the first floor you will find all the new folks, talking and just
mingle-linging with each other, and the maps of this place.

On the second and third floors you will be stimulated with many
kinds of music and relaxations of the mind, Its a nice flow for all the writers to feel free to write and un-wind in..

On the forth floor is where you will find some romance, soft lights,
candles, strangers becoming close and hugging and kissing each other as they have become friends here..

On the fifth and sixth floors,,,WE have massages and naked bodies running around, as thats our pool and Jacuzzi areas. Where we bare
our souls to each other and swim, play, and have fun its open all night.

On the seventh and eighth floors is where we hide all the party people at,,,booze, some smoke, and dancing around the clock.
from oldies to modern rock..to live playing of many instruments
as they party with the flow of togetherness and love.

On the ninth floor we have saved it for MAKING IT YOURS,
no-one can ever leave this floor sad or depressed.
Its our Mingles HAPPY flight...here, from comic relief to clowns
with balloons, to animal acts, everywhere you turn,,its stocked to
the high heavens with FUN,,,games to tease and please, to movies to roll on the floor as you watch them..its a very nice place to change the moods in anyone..

Now,,,the tenth floor is OFF LIMITS....
As that is where, Sir Charles, and all our GREAT Moderators have
as their place to be,,stay, work and play..
YOU may only go there IF,,invited,,and then your need the special key to enter through the doors...
I have never been inside but I have heard MANY stories as to how
very nice and plush they have it there...?


If there is ANYTHING else I can help you with,,
Please, just let me know...

Oh,,,their is one more thing to tell you....





Our elevators broken right now,,,,sorry...

HAVE FUN and just be YOU,,,friends will just HAPPEN..

Thanx for all the welcome, guys. And just for the record, Terry, i use escolaters. Etrain, i see we share a love for the greatesty film ever made...which is now kind of ironic, since i live on an island. Cozumel don't have too many sharks, i don't think.
Im not gonna link anything here. But sometimes id like to put up copies of my blogs or things like that. I can paste & copy on a notepad and paste & copy them here. I got this "Student Bloopers" thing id like to show yall sometime that i found on the net.
The message boards i'm usauly on boards that revolves around a certain band or a singer or a movie. That is basicly the general board i've been on, so it's kinda new to me.

we have many different forums here. Movies, music, etc.

Join in and post often. You will get the hang of it

Hi and Welcome!!

I have a son with Autism and its wonderful to see someone being independent- it gives me great hope for him- thank you

have fun!!

escolaters,,,,, Now THATS a good one..
If ya get a chance drop me your blog,,,,in an email as I will try and go see it,,thanks man,,,and good luck here....

Hello and welcome , Merry christmas

welcome and good luck to you.