Phantoms with no faces
Laughing as they pass me by
Enjoying the sight of my misery
Adding to my insurmountable pain
Surrender is my only option
Extinguishing this fading light
Giving in to darker temptations
Opaque are my visions, just for all to see
And still not a soul tries to save me
Nothingness remains all I know
Destructive path of self-degradation
Losing all sense of reality
Everything I once loved has turned to dust
Tomorrow holds no desires for me
Maybe this has always be my destiny
Eventually a smile not faked
Draws its way upon my fading face
Into the places no one returns
Enjoying my last seconds here on earth

extremely sad,..

but some say,."life`s finest moments"

when the pit bull of life has you around the neck,.and you can`t move,...but still you hold on to what little remains,..are the moments that matter the most

And a double.

Beh..
I don't feel like holding on..
Not anymore..

Thanx Tammy.

Sorry, you'll have ta take mine in two pieces.

they are always two sides to every coin,.. can`t have one without the other,..

whatever pain holds you in it`s clutches today will release you into paradise tomorrow,..

(((((((((hugs)))))))))

..I hope you mean that rhetorically..
Cuz tomorrow shoulda been here bout five months ago..

lol,..of course,..

but why 5 months ago ?

..that's when she told me she was getting married..

and that`s a good thing ?

Would I be so torn over it if it was?

Grr, dayum you woman!
I'm allergic to flowers.
:/

>.< I keep forgetting.. my bad, how about kisses?

sorry,.got that mixed up,..

I`m sorry but still,. "getting married " is not the end all/ be all,.. of it,..after,.. comes the divorce when she wakes up and realizes it should have been you,..

Pain is a beast you feed until you decide to starve it by ignreing it.

If someone marrys another you are lucky because you have been spared a broken promise that they loved you whenthey didn't.

It is hard to see but years to come you will understand why this heartache came into your life but till then know it is going to eventually be known and probably won't matter because then you will find the one you are meant to be with. (((((HUGS))))