Just another day in the life of…

A shattered existence.
I walk in circles hoping that one day.
More than just my shadow will be following me.
It’s an idea that has yet to form complexion.
The unknown diversity of depression.
I’m the rollercoaster off the track.
A psychologist’s wet dream.
I play in traffic.
I dance to the screams.
After so many sleepless nights.
There is only one realization.
I can see my dreams exist.
But only when I’m asleep.
In the next few hours..
I shall forget everything.
Except this pain.
The sun will lose its color.
Seas will no longer baskin blue light.
These memories, however..
Will still be ever with me.
Never blinking yet still..
Burning a permanent hole
In this heart and soul that was once yours....

That's just another day in the life of…

A catastrophe of conscience.
Empty inside, I stand weightless.
Yet toss me in the sea..
I shall sink with the weight of the world.
Resting ever bearing upon my shoulders
Even if I gave you my all
We both know I will fail you.
Go ahead attempt to convince me I’m wrong.
Show me all the good remaining in my life...
I will show you all the sorrow entwined with it....
Twisted distortions aiding my confusion.
What is reality?
A place where the moon..
Shall never meet the sun.
The caterpillar that never gets to fly..
..the ant scorched beneath the magnifying glass.
These are the ideals that define me..
Yet like a shapeless star amidst the universe..
I am the past tense..
Of all your memories..
I am the tears you fail to shed..
The snow that never falls..
I am the rain that bounces off your rooftop..
..but never get the chance to grace your lips..
I am the whisper in the back of your mind..
The one you will never dare utter again.
Out of all the things I can say I am..
There is just one I can't say nor bare..
..That I am yours..

It's just another day in the life of...

A skeleton that searches for a place to belong..
Though I may not remain lost forever.
There is no place I can ever call home again
Though I may find a new path to tread.
I've already learned to carry one notion with me
All these roads lead to somewhere.
This somewhere must be better then nowhere..
Nowhere but the same self misery I endure.
Yet still I venture forth.
Still I hope to reach the unobtainable
Here it comes..
As the sun begins to rise..

It’s just another day in the life of…
A broken heart that wanders

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Your words capture me. Absolutely Beutiful!!!

Well, I'm glad I could captivate you. :]
Kim, thanx for the rose. :]

You should be a lyricist...Alot of your writings would make awesome songs of any genre, be it ballads, heavy metal, whatever...Great stuff to read...

Thanx! =D
But I'm not very good at rhyming.
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Are you a singer? XD

God help the poor dogs in the neighbourhood if I ever decided to start singing out loud...lol...Not a singer, but have family members who write and record songs, and do very well out of it...

So you wouldn't sing my songs?

Yeah I would, doing the housework, or while having a shower or if I got drunk, then I probably would think I could sing your songs really great......

Thanx
But I didn't make a song yet.