I find that I'm not so picky as I had once thought
But still I'm not ready to open my heart
A kind word, a gesture, and then in a scream
I don't want to start caring, I don't care what it seems

I miss the compassion of a partner in love
Yet a partner to find, that fits like a glove?
Takes time to feel comfortable and so it seems
If I don't open up, I'll not be part of a team

A man that desires my full figured self
Will just have to care, never put my love on a shelf
Gathering cobwebs and the dust of so many years past
This must be a man who can prove he will last

At times I think maybe I will never find
This man that I dream of, this man of mine
And then it just happened, and out from my dream
A kindhearted man, not one shred of mean

His touch causes heat from his fingers and hands
Instantly I wonder could this be my man?
The passion laid dormant for so many years
Comes bubbling to the surface along with my tears

Afraid to take chances, afraid to just leap
I finally decide to just go back to sleep
My slumber was disturbed, my wanting surfaced
My love can not be, so easily purchased.

amazing, and ditto =] (woman)

(smiles) thanks

good job che

Awww thank you kindly for that hugzzz!

awww, nice

Very nicely done...

You know something... I am so impressed with the kindness of the folks on this site, I cannot say I have ever felt so surprised and relieved! A place I fit in, at last (smiles). All comments can't be good, nor would I expect them to be, yet constructive and supportive, is just GREAT! Thank you for helping me to feel 'good' about posting, instead of afraid. It's a new experience for me to be in the contributing side not just reading all the others' work and thoughts. I do so appreciate y'all, Hugzzz and happiness!
Sincerely,
Christine